: first of all, never use the eyebag emoji with me. im serious. i have a pet peeve with that ugly ass emoji. either way. 2. dont take the things i say too seriously. unless i tell you to. for instance: 3.please stay away if you are under 14. i cant control who visits the site obviously, but please beware that im a bit filter-less, and will talk about NSFW on the blog (just text, no graphic.); 4.dont treat me like a "pet" or "mascot". basically: dont look down on me, think im innocent, naive or agency-less. 5. dont flirt with me. especially if you have no intentions of pursuing a romantic/sexual relationship with me. flirting in general is obviously a thin ice, but specifically "platonical" flirting (whatever that means) pisses me off a lot. Lastly, 6. As much as I'm 'not good', I'm also 'not evil'. Please don't see me as black or white. I am a very complicated person & I contradict myself a lot, please do understand that.

Before You... Read? Idealize Me

:just some BYF information. I'm so, so, far from perfect!!.. read these if you wanna be my friend. Like just take some time and confirm if you really Really want that

i Will take a lot of time to respond to messages. I have unmedicated adhd. i'll answer you when i want to (or need to)
I have a lotta scrambled symptoms and no time for a psych consult... a few of them here: paranoid ideation, social awkwardness, avoidance, obsessive thoughts, commitment issues... etcetera. they make me a very alienated and unrelatable individual. do know you've been warned.
i have a low attention span and may disappear on the middle of convos/stop listening if you talk too much (Unless its a subject im really interested in)
Finally, I do acknowledge I'm not a good person. I still try to live with that anyway. I live for myself in the first place, and if you're an IRL friend of right now, prepare to say goodbye the moment I move out/get my hands on hormones, cause I can't for the life of me keep long-distance relationships.